A Woman's Struggle

A Woman's Struggle

Woman struggle more then man, But man always seem too need a woman when times get hard. Why do woman have too struggle alone? This woman name Mae is 16 years old she was a tomboy she is all about basketball and money, she love money and basketball boyz really didnt get too her, she even ran track, mae is an amazin basketball play and track star. One summer mae saw this boy name clark, i dont know what it is about clark that mae like but mae really like clark alot, clark is from st louis he always came to visit with him mom. Mae found her self in love with clark. Mae and clark felt they need too have a child and the would be together for the rest of thier life. When mae found out she was having a baby clark and her was happy but clark wasnt there for mae like she wanted him too be. clark live in st louis and mae live in artieville. So mae had too do everything all by her self untile clark would come too town, but thing didnt get any better, once mae had voria clark wasnt there the day she came in this world, mae fond her self all alone, mae thinking only if she would of waited too have a child. When mae turn 17 she found her self pregnant again with another girl, she told clark but he said it wasnt his... Mae found her self about too have an abortion but she was stop by her family. Here mae was 17 yrs old and on her 2nd child by clark who came when he wanted too and let mae down alot. Mae had her second lil girl and named her shantal she was clark lil twin just a girl, clark never came around until he ask mae too do something she felt she was been a friend and to but it happend and ways bc thing people let them do, why do woman feel like that have too be man power in life, mae lost her baby daddy and a good friend. Mae got a phone call about clark and her bestie, all mae keep sayn is i should of did it, i was been a friend then she felt that day you cant trust no one. Clark ran out of mae life and mae was all alone taking care of 2 kids by her self. Mae struggled for a long time doin it all alone. why do woman have too struggle, man shouldnt get off that easy. Its always a woman who have too raise her boyz and make them out the best man in the world becasue a man dont kow how or the meaing too be a man, a Woman have too  be daddy when thier lil girl need that love from a man or there father, woman should have too struggle to make end meets. back too mae. Mae never look for a hand out from clark, she was strong enough too show clark i dont need a man too help me take care of my kids. Clark would come and see or get his kids every 2 years, around the holidays he would bring them gifts or bring them gift but gift cant buy love. clark wouldnt even come around for birthdays. Mae was sad at night because times was getting hard, she didnt have a job, so mae have too man up and become the bread winner for her kids. She got her D boi swag on, all she was thinking my kids need will come befor all. Mae made sure that her kids had what ever it was they wanted. When clark would come too town his kids was scared of him they didnt know who he was, all the knew was mommy. Man that means yall need too be apart of yall kids life, your not just maken the mother struggle but the kids as well. The crazy adn sad part of it all clark didnt care that his kids didnt know him, so then he star treanting like he didnt know them. Mae moved on and found love sumwhere else and clark found love in money and hoes. When clark would come and get his 2 kids he would throw them off too his mother, he never had time to be a father, it was all about making the next cent and fucking the next hoe that he can find too fuck or sale. Clark and his children never got along clark didnt mind it tho so mae did made sure she never let them down no matter what she had too do. When mae found out that clark had a nother child on the way with another woman mae never triped becasue she never need him, she was out too prove she was a better woman and can do it all lone with out his weak hand outs, mae did just that. Clark had a lil boi with another lady, but he was soo deep in the drug game the lady got bump'd off and went too jail so clark had too take the lil boi in, but he still put it off on his mother. Mae a strong woman found a new love and had a lil boi her self then about a year later she had another lil boi, so mae had 4 kids 2 boiz and 2 girls mae had too push even harder too too make ends meet even tho she was with her boi father she still had too push too make sure they wasnt want for nuthin in life. Thing got bad, mae had too go to jail and her kids felt all lone no mother and no daddy, they moved with there aunts and got split up which was hard for 4 kids all they new was eachother and mommy. A woman struggles is hard on woman. When mae was away clark never came too see his kids or try too help out. When mae got out she still didnt look for a hand out from clark, Clark mother always felt he was in the right and didnt have too do for his kids. When mae did try too get clark for child support clarks mother would lie for him. How can a grandmother say she love her grandkids but hurt them just as well as the father did. Mae was like fuck clark he aint shyt he aint never been her i been doin good with out him ima keep doin with him. When clark went too jail he called his girl 3 times aday, voria even try too send clark some money even tho clark was never there for her she felt her daddy need her help, shantal hated clark she looked at it why when yu go to jail you know how too call us  3 times a day but when you in the street we never hard from you, nigga only call on a woman when he is struggling. Mae have 3 grandkids all voria kids, shantal is very wel rounded young lady she model, rap, man, prod, she been on bet's 106 and park, the boy are been boyz growning in too young man. Clark well his is some else, he still too this day 2011 dont get alone with his kids they dont care about him in they life, happt too have a mother like MAE too push them and show them what a real woman is and she have show them love and how woman should be strong. When will man understand the pain that they are puting woman thur, why they only call when they are goin thur the worst o the worst.No woman should have too struggle and be a single parent, no man should struggle and be a single parent, if your mom is a single parent thank god for a woman like her, thank god for making her push too better your life, thank god for all the love his has giving her too give too you. When a young male or female see there mother struggle the push too make it easy on there mother and make thier dreams come true so they can give there momma the life she never had becasue she had too be a mother, happy your mother happy is make you proud to be her daughter NO WOMAN SHOULD STRUGGLE. Hi my name is moana lue and this is a true stroy about my mother and dad, my mother had too struggle all her life just too make end meet and be a great mother, as i was grown up i saw her struggle and promise my slef that i will better my mother life no matter how hardi have too try, she matter the most, she loved me when my father didnt, she was there when my father ran out, she had too play bother roles and did a hell of a job. i can say without my mother i dont know how i would be. i know when i make her proud she always have this too die for smile on her face. Im still pushing too make my dreams come true just so my mother can have that life, im never guna give up no matter what, i been thur the low's and i saw a few high but it the twinkle in my mother eye that make me push. i made a song for my mom, its called without you, the words in that song still give me chills. LADYS never let a man push you down always stand high your kids is looking up too you, show them yur strong, give them the love, all that you do for them they will give it back too you for better. i just wanna thank my mother Julie Twinkie Alexander no mother could replace you i love you. thank you for taling the time too read my blog i hope to inspire you more and more. i will promise too write more and more, if you goin thur this now plz say these words over and over and believe them. I BELIEVE IN ME, when nobody believe i will believe me. I been let down by my father all my life, i never been let down by my mother because she always make it happen. I will help every young girl or guy push too thier dreams. keep your head up and be STRONG. thank you - MzMolulu

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