A Young Me

June 1st 1988 i was brough in this world by the most beautiful mother. My mother was a single mother of 4kids. As i was grown up i want to be this big basketball player and wanted to be in tha wnba to make my mother proud and take all her stress away. Basketball was my light my sun my everything grown up in the streets of jacksonville il. A young me had it all planed out, my dreams was bigger then any dream ever. I remember it just been me my mother, sister and 2brothers. We had tha this little basketball court on the side of our house where i play day and night. Me and my brother willie d had this bound that we share that was amazing. I felt his pain and he felt and saw my pain. I get told i pushed my brother around to this amazing basketball player but he pushed me as well. We would wake up around 9 am and play till night fall. Basketball was it for us. A young me was in so much pain, i was hurt for many of reason but i was to scared to show i was hurt so i would hid my pain. It was easy but i did it. I made my self an amazing player. I never had a role model or idol till my cuN tyronn lue was in the nba, he grow up with a single mother and prove that you dont have to have both parents to follow or chase your dreams. One parent can make you amazing and life changen as well. It was night where i wanted to give up as a kid give up on my dream but it was the love for the game that kept me pushing and fighting for what i want. I was judge from the color od my skin and my family background, i got down and people said i wasnt going to be nuthin in life. As they down me i smile, a younger me saw and heard it all so i was ready for the world as i got old. I am a jackson the blood that run thur my body is something i wouldt bleed for noone. I am a lue the blood that run thur my body i wouldnt wast or bleed for nobody. A young me us to hold all tha hurt in pain inside but now i let it out or dont carry it all. This lady name mrs.dillard at my old high school had a convo with my brother baby mother about what im doin with my life she put me down because tha street i hang on, the color of my skin, and my family background, what she dont know i an a difderent rose thats grown'n for success, we are not all tha same we all have dreams but if you treat us as if we work for you or a slave then dont sit and think like you know what we been thur to where we going. I have a niece that remind me of a young me that why my ambition is like a cut that wont fo away, my nephew is my hustle for a change and my lil cunz is my grind, my mom is my hard work a young me love basketball and big dream was the wnba now a older me is a model in tha making rap artist, mang, prod, i am me thats all i can be, i am young me and a older me both dream is to take my mom stress away, give my family the life where they can be happy, bulid my grandma a place where is only work for her self, get my mom that house on tha hill, Show my family that words can never hold us down or back from tha goals we set for our self BUT bulid us to be stronger to be success in life, a young me and older me is out to show people that judge me on my skin color, the street i hang on, my family background got me to tha top with a smile and to show a man who walked out on my life as a young me that my mother made me the most amazing, stronger young lady.  My name is moana lue i had it hard going up. It was just me and my mother, sisters and 2 brother. I watch thur tears as my mother kept strong. Just because you aint gifted woth both parents you are blessed with one, that will love harder, and give you everything in life and will bulid you to be strong and show you a path thats worth walking even if you have to walk alone. As a young you dont show the hurt or the worry or show the hurt and pain as a young you just be you. A young me

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