Basketball Never Stops
Basketball Never Stops
Basketball never stops, the lockout my put a stop on the best players in the world playing and fans going crazy on facebook and twitter for thier fav players, BUT basketball never stop no matter what happens. Basketball is a heeler for most kids around the world, it take them to a aplace that they cant go with all the pain holding on to them. Basketball give you this freedom that you cant find in a place you call home. Most kids like my self ( back then) use basketball too run from the pain at home. I was a young girl who was missing love, love from my father, he just ran out my life and watching my mother stuggle really hurted my deep inside and my father not been in my life just had all the weight on me. I felt lonly i had to hold all the tears in and be strong for me. When a parent is missing in a childs life it really hurt more then them falls down on the ground. As i was going up all these emotion is building up inside me it was so bad i was been a bully at times. i pick up a basketball at the age of 3 but i really didnt know much about the game, as i was grown up and realizeing my father not in my life it wa hurting it cut deep and emotion where there but they never showed and watching my mother stuggle i cryed inside, the worst pain is been lied too by a man you call dad, not been daddys girls, or not haven both parents in your life when you need them the most. I remember in the second grade i had so much hurt inside my i start taking it out on kids at school that when the bulling took place i wanted somebody too hurt just as bad as me or worster then me it really hurted bad i got in trouble and the teach would ask whats wrong? i would never answea the question but i felt too hurt to talk about it. So after school i start bounceing my basketball, and every bounce the pain was coming out of my and my body was building stronger then ever. i found my heeler it was basketball i would keep that ball with me daily, grown up the pain is still the tha scare never left my body. I was in 6th grade and played for the YMCA it was the best feeling inside me it was like i found love the feeling in the game was amazin it took all my pain away. Once i got in 7th grade i tryed out for basketball and got too meet new people who became my friends, people who had both there parents in they life it hurt too look in the stands and not see my parent there, my mother couldnt make it because she had my other brothers and sister too take care and she was doing it all alone but when she could she would be at my game. I remember we had a home game & my mom had came too my game & my family just the feeling looking in the stance and seeing they face just have my the most amazin feeling in the world, a feeling that cant be taken away from me. i had about 17pts that game, it was 5sec on the clock and i was bring the ball up and once i got too half it was 3sec left i felt tha fire in me so i took the shot from the 3pt line and it was a bank shot that had the whole crowd going crazy, my mom had a smile on her face that was amazin, i look in the stance at her and that smile couldnt never be replaced, all the kids (that knew my mom & parents) just smiled at her, she felt so proud it was amazin just to give her that feeling that she never had. she always hide her tears from us because like all mother she wanted too be strong for her kids. Basketball give kids this fee feeling and faith that they didnt know they had in them. When i got to the high school this pain was hanging on and i need away too break this feeling bad, so i had alot of friends, friends that didnt judge me but like me for me, it didnt matter too them that i didnt have both parents or my father been in my life all that matter too them is that i am a great friend to them. I never believe in love from a man, i was talking too a guy for about 3yrs in high school and cant remember saying i love at all, i couldnt find in a guy, it was basketball, my family and my friends. All because of my dad me loving a guys is a scare that was already there. As my high school years was going by my pain was getting heeled by basketball and my father not been there really no longer matter too me. I was just about my family & i. My mom still was stuggleing but she remained strong for us & that kept me going. My last year in high my emotion was coming down on me, i went too the court and start shoting around. Thinking all kind of things but it was one thing on my mind and deep, My mom had too get open heart surgery and they doctor said depending on how strong she is, she will have a 50/50 chance of making it. All i kept thinking is where is my father do he know we need him now, dreaming that he would just pop up and be there no matter the outcome, it was just a dream. I went too school and my friends knew something wasnt right because im always smiling or just been silly and telling a joke but this week it was different i wasnt talking too nobody tha look on my face just showed pain. After school that monday i just want too play basketball it always removed all these feelings and pain. I played basketball and kept too my self, just thinking like do these man ( my dad) love us, do he care about us. question was just coming and going i start getting weak and start crying like my mother is all i know she is mom and dad, that hurt is the worst hurt in the world knowing your mom is sick, the more i hooped the more emotion wa coming out the pain was heeling all at once. The day of the surgery i was there but all kind of crazy stuff was coming to mind it was hurting so befor she got out of surgery i was gone, i couldnt stand to look at her like that it was just too much for me. I know she looked around and even ask more me but i just couldnt look at her like that it hurt me. I went too school down with my mom on my mind, after school i called checking on her and my sister said " mom ask where you was at" them words just weaked my body and tear touched my face. I played basketball that day just to heel that feeling of them words. When my mom can home i was by her side hand and feet just letting her know i was ther for her. But my heart jumoed when i was 1st saw the scare from the surgery going down the middle of her chest it was scarey like wow it really there. but she told me she was fine that made my day. After that i was all about balling. Then this guy i call him (BiG HEAD) came in my life and was feeling the same pain i was feeling and we had so much in commmon, we both loved basketball, both are dads want in our life, like the same foods, like been silly and both VERY strong. We fall in love it was the love we both was missing we gave it to each other. I couldnt believe i found this guy. I could talk too him about anything and evrything and he would listen, he showed me he care by just been there for me. BIG HEAD and play basketball together people called us love and basketball but we called it hate and basketball but it seem like we would only play play when we was in fight but the good thing about it all when it was over we would be cool like nuthing ever happen, he was the 1st guy i ever love and know about my pain and hurt. My cuzn tyronn lue play a big part on me been strong because his father never really played a big role in his life and he went pro. I looked up too tyronn he is my biggest role model my idol. basketball give kids a place too reason with they fears, pain, emtions, hurt, love, bulling. Some of the nba player fathers or mother was never really in they life and too deal with that pain and heel them they all played basketball it it was there get away from all the pain. It gave them this magical place to go and be them with no worries or pain, they even learn to be them while playing basketball. Basketball make kids feel loved in many ways. The nba may have a lockout where fans cant see there fav plays hoop or they teams BUT basketball never stops dreams never stop, the love of the game never stops, the heart body, mind, soul of the game never stops. I know people say it the plays to but The players cant give up what they believe in and that basketball it all have too be fair on both ends. Basketball give thses kids this drive to be like mike, rose, wade, jame, allen, kg, t lue, rondo,melo, lou, jennings, miles, wall, love, nash, ect kids look up too them players daily. BASKETBALL NEVER STOPS its the root of the next biggest star on the raise. no matter what at the end of the day keep in mind basketball never stop, he help kids get over any fear. The lockout got kids wondering about there dream to be a nba basketball players, this lockout is maken kids turn to the street, they thinking wel since it might not be a season they wanna go hang out in get in trouble, Basketball saved many kids life so they wouldnt get in trouble most times kids thats having trouble at home always turn to the streets to heel tha pain, and other turn to basketball to heel the pain. If thier aint no season how is we posta see the team play, latly players have been going too thier home town or another city too hoop just too keep hooping because it the heart of the game it never stops, how is people that dont live near them citys or town posta see them play if they live in a little town? No basketball is like hip hop with no lil wayne or jay z or big or pac or drake or nicki or jd or t.i. or ludacris or dre or no beats. One thing poeple need to understand no matter what its one thing i know
BASKETBALL NEVER STOPS!!!
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