I watched my mother be a single mother, i saw all her struggle, all her break downs, i saw her falls i even heard her crys, BUT i never let that hold me back because all that matter too me was her laughs and her smile, my mother was a mother too 4kids, she never waited or ask for a hand out from my father nor any man, i watched her push to be a better mother she could be, i saw her fall many of ti...mes but she smile like it never hurted her. As i was grown up basketball was my healing too my pain, my uncle became my fathers, my cuzns became my uncles, i look up too them, i never had an idol too look up too till i got too meet my cuzn TYRONN LUE one year i was at marks house for xmas, mark said tyronn was guna be this big basketball play but i never believe tha skin on marks back because all he did was sold us dreams. one day i was watching the laker game and i heard them say tyronnnnn lue for a 3 i was stuck, like wait is this the same dude i went bowln with? i was lost for words. i found my idol he was my own cuzn. I had always dream too be this big basketball play just too take care of my family and make sure my mother wont be in need for nuthin, i went too college but then i had a lost in my family that really had me lost. Now im back home partyn and hang out not thinkn about the promise i had tolde self and th plans i had for my life, i stop caring about me, i was goin thur the worst heartbreak ever. God woke me up and told me " you really guna let them gift run away? a few months after that i was on my way too 106 and park i didnt think anybody care, i was wrong my family was behind me 100%, when people was saying words that didnt matter, i smile brighter, and grow stronger, The one person i kept in mind was my mother because she was PROUD of me. The vibe i got when i was in NYC is the reason i push, the reason im all about helping change lives of those who think life is about smoking weed, drinkn or just giving up on them. i wont let money change me, fame change me, BUT i will let my drive of what and who i am doin it for change me. MY cuzns, niece, nephews, godkids will see more then what they see day to day that i promise. I push my mother, niece, nephews, godkids and my lil cuzns that think i am the world. befo you judge me get too know find out the real me... you may know my name or what people tell you but its nuthin like the real me. SINGLE mother when times get hard smile you will be blessed
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